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25.05.2011

어떡하죠 (-_-)

I’m trying to concentrate and study for a long time for the coming exam this saturday. As I’ve been studying, many different questions came across to me. One of them was my favourite.

If you would be given an opportunity to live anywhere, where would you live?

It was a part of my speaking section. I only had 45 seconds to answer, but as long as 45 pages to talk about it. However, I could not even start with an accurete introduction sentence. That is my problem, if I have to say to many things, I just don’t know where to start…Another well-known problem is that I can’t summarize :). It may sound ridiculious but I just can’t come to a conclusion, not before telling each detail :). That makes everyone around me go crazy and say : “…and the conclusion is??" Well, lets continue with the question and not my inabilities (‘-‘)

Where would I like to live, if a chance would be given to me? There are some several answers I could give to this questions. But if I had to answer it right now, it would be only Seoul…I’ve been meaning to go to Seoul for a very long time. A year ago, I wrote about being far a way, actually a wish of me being there. I don’t know why I’ve been wanting so badly to cross continents and oceans, but it seems that I really want to do it. I don’t know when exactly I will be able, but I’ve never lost my hope (^_^)

Suddenly, a month ago I got an email, which would make my wishes come true. I couldn’t believe it!!! Really???!!! How come??!!! Is it really possible, if I only want it? Without an effort?? Well, at least I can call it a start. It is not sure, if the gates of Seoul have opened for me, but I  can see the gates, even from a far distance. Well, what can I say, just hang on, fighting! (^_^)

Since two days, I’ve been having interviews which make my heart beat so fast, and keep me sleepless during nights. Tomorrow or the other day, I’ll be getting the results and see if the gates will be opened this summer, or just be closed for a while more. I hope, I get the chance to enter those gates this summer. Because I somehow feel to be a part of that world behind the gates. Or I feel to find something which belongs to me, which I’ve lost many years ago or which I did not have but have to find. Maybe its myself (*-*) I will find it out, when I have the chance. Don’t worry, I’ll let you know ;)

어떡하죠 ('_'), why I have choosen this as my title? I really liked the song. It was in a korean drama I’ve watched lately. I just wanted to name it as this song…maybe the title just got me (‘-‘)…

I’m going to meet a friend who is living in Taipei, and came to my city for a vacation. Looking forward to it (^_^)

p.s. thanks to exam, I’ve finally written to my blog and at the same time practised for the writing section. And would I score well?? What do you think? :)

p.s. Want to know how you would answer this question : Ece, Zero, Burchito

27.02.2010

myself

every path i choosed in the past,
every act i failed in the past,
every pain i felt in the past,
every happiness i lived in the past,
made me what i am today, MYSELF

every path i choose today
every act i fail today
every pain i feel today
every hapiness i live today
will make me what i am tomorrow, MYSELF

if i stop to choose the path as myself
if i stop to fail to act as myself
if i stop to feel the pain as myself
if i stop to live the happiness as myself
what will make me MYSELF,
the meaning of life only being yourself
that everyone desires....